Friends in need are friends indeed

I have been quite moody lately..
Mostly due to homesick and friend sick..
And well.. Some arguments between me and Yang Wei occurred today..
I felt sorry for it after having consultation from Steve and Yu Hyuen..  Comforter from Stefanie and 1 minute long huggies from Jennifer.. I just realized that friends, especially true friends are so important during your low moments..

Speaking about the quarrel, it was small.. But end up being big and I lost control with it..
It all started with a mere 'joke' but because it came at the wrong time and wrong place, the 'joke' seems to be an insultation to me.. Was I too sensitive?
However, Yang Wei tried to save the day.. But failed..
So I ended up not attending my friend's birthday dinner and everyone (not sure if it's everyone) was concerned. Yang Wei asked me to attend it as everyone(still.. not sure if it's everyone) was waiting. Then I replied "NO I WUN" and end of part one...

I was quite sad answering him that way.. It sounded rude right?
So I cried.. And turn on Faceboook... And I found Yu Hyuen, who gave me LONG advices and opinions.. And her verdict ----> I'M WRONG and I SHOULD APOLOGIZED. 


And such a coincidence, Stef called.. I was hesitating whether to answered the phone because I was sobbing.. I answered the call by faking my voice.. But she found out that I was crying  and straightly rushed to my room.. We talked for around one hour.. And my tears were dried after the talk..

And Steve saw my FB status, who then asked me what happened and I have to tell him again all the way from the start.. And yeah.. He suggested that I should learn to become a Firebender who knows how to control the fire.. And want me to think in his (Yang Wei's )shoe.. But it's hard to think rationally when you are angry..

So I listened to Yu Hyuen's and sent an apology message to him..
Not long after that, Jennifer knocked and ask to borrow a scissors to open the door..
I opened up only to find out that it was a prank in order that I will open the door..
And in her hand holding a box of porridge from Yang Wei for me...
I'm not sure what was I thinking at the moment, but my tears went rolling down again..
I sobbed so loud that I think I've freaked out Jennifer.. Haha..
But she gave me a long big hug..
Which make me feel so warm and safe and she kept on telling me 'every-thing's gonna be alright.' =)

I was so touched by what Yang Wei did.. I mean.. He's awesome.. All of my besties agree with that.. And kept on telling me to appreciate him and assure me that there is no other guy that ius as good as him!.. haha!
I was childish don't I?? He's so good, and yet, I didn't treat him well enough.. He puts me in his first priority but do I?? I'm such a bad girl.. Feel so disappointed with myself..


P/s: I've apologized to Yang Wei and he has forgave me.. He's sleeping now due to mental distress whole evening.. @.@