Should I be trully happy or the other way round?

Hmm.. I dunno what is my real feeling right now...
I dunno that I should be happy or not for getting the JPA scholarship..
Of course I'm very very happy that I get the "so valueble" offer.. But on the other way round, I feel quite down and sad for the reactions I get from some people..

They think that I shouldn't get this scholarship as I didn't get full A's..
They think that I shouldn't get this scholarship as their results are better than mine..
They think that I shouldn't get this scholarship as I don't deserve it..
Some blame me for not sharing this news with them..
And some even think that I know some VIP that help me to get this scholarship..

I dunno why they acted this way...
Is it that hard to belive that I get this offer?? Is it that hard to belive that this is really God's blessing for me??

I know that things will be harder for the coming week..
Cause the list of scholar will be out in two more weeks..
And those who didn't get the scholarship will curse me even more..
I'm sorry.. But it's not my fault at all..... So please don't say anything that'll hurt me kay??
I really can't stand it..