I'm blank

I have no words to describe my feelings right now.

I really have no idea why on earth it's so hard for us to get along well..

First with her and later with him. 

Maybe my all of us are having the same pole, thus ending up repelling each other.

SO HARD

Worst of all, non of us seems to feel sorry. (At least not me because I find nothing wrong with myself)

They kept on saying that I'm childish, but have they ever think that who started everything?

If it wasn't because of you two, my life would be better. 

I think so.

 Except the part when we first knew each other 

(but think of it, he said that he knew that I was a selfhood since he first knew me, so I assume we already start repelling ever since we entered here.)

I don't know why their ego are this great. 

(Same to me I think)

Do they really think that I'm 100% wronged?

Of course, he's your boyfriend and you should stand in his shoes.

I didn't blame you for that.

But me accusing him?

I couldn't find a word here.

Can you highlight it for me please?

So that I can correct my mistake.

But words spoken cannot be withdraw.

And hearts broken cannot me mend.

Please do not discuss this matter around. It's hurtful and I don't need free commercials for this post too.

Please respect the mandate.

Think twice before you talk because words are mightier than swords.