Not my fault

WARNING :

IF IN SUCH COINCIDENCE THAT YOU HAVE A FRIEND NAME STARTS WITH THE LETTER "Q", I STRONGLY ADVICE YOU TO SCROLL YOUR CURSOR TO THE UPPER RIGHT AND PRESS THE RED BUTTON WITH AN 'X' WITHIN IT. I WILL NOT DEAL WITH ANY CONSEQUENCES FOR THOSE WHO CHOOSE TO IGNORE MY ADVICE AND CONTINUE READING.

 ALL BE AT YOUR PERIL.

REMEMBER THAT I HAVE ADVICE YOU.

HERE'S A CHANCE FOR YOU TO MAKE YOUR DETOUR.

Something huge had happened in my life today and I still have no idea what had happened  at all.. 

First, it was the noisy class,

Then we complained, 

And suddenly L got angry, 

I was being scolded, 

At the end I was in the toilet.

OK, everything started like this, it may be long, but like I've told you, you can just click the red box over there and ends your sufferance.

This incidence took place in my class, Sora. 

We were having listening comprehension and this particular lecturer chosen  a few students to do the listening in front of the white board. Those who failed to get 3/5 will be required to perform the Sailormoon's pose in front of the class. So some of the pupils in the class got so excited and  seemed to lost control of themselves by screaming and made a lot of annoying sound.

Thus disturbed us from having a peaceful lecture.

So after class,   I   (not only me actually, there were others as well)  approached to him and told him

 "You were so annoying and noisy. Do you know that this will disturb us?"

And there he went angry and loco.

Screaming with all the strength he had at me.

Saying :

"I LAUGHED BUT YOU DIDN'T LAUGH IS IT? DO YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE VERY SELFISH? THE ONLY THING YOU HAVE IS YANG WEI AND YANG WEI ALONE ONLY. 

I KNEW YOU WERE A SELFHOOD SINCE I FIRST KNEW YOU."

After hearing this, my fragile heart was broken into pieces and my water pipe started to burst out of no where.

I tried to re-think the sentence he said again and again.

I realized there are some point which I'm still puzzled with.

1. Why was that out of so many person who complained to him about his noisiness, he chose to scold me ONLY.

The only reason that I can figure out are: 

1. He couldn't scold J, because he still needs her to teach him Math.

2. He couldn't scold N too, because they are too close and no one will help him to buy rice if she's mad at him.

So at the end, he chose me.. The one that is useless to him. 

Thus letting out all his dissatisfaction toward me, the USELESS (tiada nilai kegunaan) one. 

2. Why was that you said that I'm selfish?

This matter really stir my memory..

Because I could not find any detail to show that I'm selfish. Especially when being with him. 

Did he mean that I didn't let him check his homework's answer with mine?

Nope, I remembered letting him checked his answer with mine and taught him as well..

Did he mean that I'm selfish for not sharing my bread with him?

Or selfish because I did not invite him to drink my soup??

How do I know that he's so pathetic until not being able to buy his own food?

He can actually tell me straight and I'll share with him if he wants.

3. Why was he mad at me being with Yang Wei ONLY?

Yang Wei is my boyfriend. Spending time with him most of the time annoys you is it?

Is there any crime or any law that I'm committed and disobeyed  for spending most of my time with him?

Furthermore, I've no roommate. Being in my home is just like being isolated from the world outside.

 What do you expect me to do? Spend time with you is it?

4. If you already know that I'm selfish from the start, then why did you still wanna be my friend.

Yeah, just like what I written there. I don't understand. Thus no elaboration here.

To defendant : Do not think that you are lovable by everyone. There are people who are unsatisfied with you    too. It is just that they have not enough courage to speak up. Please be moderate.

This post do not mean to hurt anyone's feeling, including the defendant, my friend or friend that are close to the defendant.

All of this are just written based on what is present in my mind.
I don't need people to gossip around my blog because I don't need free commercials from you all.
Thank you.

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The name has been changed to protect the identity of the defendant.